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| yeah. i turned 18 last saturday, but now, i'm back to being 15. lolz.=) labo, noh? hahaa. it all started when....... (storytelling??) when the Chuch wanted Da Vinci Code to be banned. MTRCB took action and blah blah... so it was R18. bummer, i know.. right? grrr.. (just thinking bout it makes me want to....) anyway, i tried to buy tickets at ATC just to see if they would sell me one. guess what? They did. They really did! take that MTRCB!!! hahaha... ang babaw. haha.
know what my reaction is to that effin R18? i say it's bullsh*t. yeah, you heard me (err, read). I mean if it can bend ones faith then their faith isn't strong enough. it just means that they should do more getting to know God. They should do well to strenghthen their flimsy faith. and and... they're trying to stop piracy but what are they doing? they tempt the teens to buy dvds because we can't watch it in the movies. oh well, that's only ones opinion.=) | | |
| remember the last entry? well, i've been thinking again (i'm starting to realize that i'm not supposed to think anymore.... heheh) maybe... hindi ko dapat gawin "yun". i know. i'm so messed up. haha. pero i've thought about some things because there's this someone i know whom i talked to about it then that someone told me things that made me change my mind. TAPOS (i'm starting to dislike the term tapos...) the only time i go online, this another someone, (i know many someones... sorry.) though not intentionally, made me think AGAIN. damn. ang gulo na talaga. i can't make up my mind!!! argh....
*my mind is as messed up as this entry. hahaha. | | |
| It's so hard when it gets to a point wherein you have to choose between two people you love. It gets harder when you know that you have to let go because you have to. I guess I just never saw this coming dati. Kala ko it would forever be blissful and happy. But it isn't. And it just keeps on getting worse and worse when you pretend nothing's up or that nothing's wrong. Xempre at first you would choose the other one. Kaya lang as time goes on, you can't stop yourself from thinking about the future na mas mali yung unang pinili mo. *sigh* Life nga naman... Masaya ka na nga nung una tapos dadating na yung hardship. Nakakaasar na paminsan. Kaya nga lang, wala na naman din tayong magagagawa diba? =(
*sorry kung walang maka-relate. hehe. | | |
| Well, back to Xanga again.=) I guess I need this after all. Ching, Chui and Vicky are doing their own thing so we don't talk that often anymore so we don't catch up that much anymore. And I so need to talk to someone right now. Thing is, I have no one. Chingy! Chui! Vicky! Pag binabasa niyo toh, damn! Tumawag kayo sakin! heheh.=) | | |
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